26/4-11
I've got a really bad disease
It's got me begging
On my hands and knees
Take me to the emergency
'Cause something seems to be missing
Somebody take the pain away
It's like an ulcer bleeding in my brain
Send me to the pharmacy
So I can lose my memory
I'm elated
Medicated
Lord knows I tried to find a way to run away.
I think they found another cure
For broken hearts and feeling insecure
You'd be surprised what I endure
What make you feel so self-assured?
I need to find a place to hide
You never know what could be
Waiting outside
The accidents that you could find
It's like some kind of suicide
So what ails you is what impales you
I feel like I've been crucified to be satisfied
I'm a victim of my symptom
I am my own worst enemy
You're a victim of your symptom
You are your own worst enemy
Know your enemy
I'm elated
Medicated
I am my own worst enemy
So what ails you is what impales you
You are your own worst enemy
You're a victim of the system
You are your own worst enemy
You're a victim of the system
You are your own worst enemy
It's got me begging
On my hands and knees
Take me to the emergency
'Cause something seems to be missing
Somebody take the pain away
It's like an ulcer bleeding in my brain
Send me to the pharmacy
So I can lose my memory
I'm elated
Medicated
Lord knows I tried to find a way to run away.
I think they found another cure
For broken hearts and feeling insecure
You'd be surprised what I endure
What make you feel so self-assured?
I need to find a place to hide
You never know what could be
Waiting outside
The accidents that you could find
It's like some kind of suicide
So what ails you is what impales you
I feel like I've been crucified to be satisfied
I'm a victim of my symptom
I am my own worst enemy
You're a victim of your symptom
You are your own worst enemy
Know your enemy
I'm elated
Medicated
I am my own worst enemy
So what ails you is what impales you
You are your own worst enemy
You're a victim of the system
You are your own worst enemy
You're a victim of the system
You are your own worst enemy
Broken heart syndrome
26/4-11
Nu är jag där igen. Tänker, tänker, tänker. Fast det är väl bra att man kan det iallafall.. Även om jag ibland önskar att jag bara kunde stänga av.
Jag ångrar endel saker.. Eller inte ångrar kanske. Men jag är ledsen att endel saker blivit som det blivit och att jag kanske inte försökte mer för att det skulle bli annorlunda.
Men nu är det som det är. Och kanske är det helt meningslöst att fundera.. Kanske är allt försent ändå. Jag vet inte.. Men jag antar att jag kommer märka det i sinom tid.
På torsdag är det flummen igen.. Tänk vad ett år går fort. Hoppas det blir lika bra som förra året - förhoppningsvis bättre. Finns många ankor i Karlskrona att jaga om man får tråkigt iallafall..
3/4-11
2/4-11
We bashed our flaming hearts together,
without a single reflection of hurt or loss
They hit eachother ruthlessly and wild,
like a stormy wave hits a rocky shore
Passionate, wild and wihout regrets,
we shattered our hearts just to be together
So many times we picked up the pieces,
Seemingly lost and without a solution
All we hoped for was to be together
And that is still all I wish - all I want,
Truly - I'm so sorry I hurt you like I did
At least I'm as lonely at heart as you
And with silent, invisible tears,
I think it was worth it all along..
I'm sorry
